My Soil

Deserted from my motherland living with the aliens I am an innocent warrior who wants to cherish the memories with his beloved who wants to see the sunshine & a bright sunny day the claps of happy children the sweet chirps of birds but what he got was roughness & toughness wounded and healing organs sadness,death and fear & a deserted land with blood everywhere..

While remembering my childhood, the first thing that appears my mind is my meek appearance with red ribbons tied on my oil-soaked black hair, a white shirt and a blue skirt as school uniform with black ballerinas. A pink birthday dress was my dream but no one gifted me that. However, I was blessed with this excellent hobby of reading books and possessed several books and magazines. One of those gifted books was 'Misha', a 30-35 page little magazine with colorful illustrations and fascinating stories. from folk stories to sci-fis, Misha was a book full of dreams. In those days, we couldn't think of owning a book like Misha, with glossy pages and captivating language. Misha was perhaps the most favorite mag among the children across the globe in 1980s. Few days back, I found this blog where I got few old editions of Misha. The blog link is provided below- http://saintelmosfire.wordpress.com/2007/12/11/20/#comment-351

"A leader is one who knows the way, goes the way, and shows the way." _John C. Maxwell Leading a group is a tough task to do. Not everyone has the inborn quality of leadership. However, one can develop it gradually with the relevant knowledge and experience in the field. A thorough understanding of the needs of a group can be counted as the primary virtue of a leader. Most of the times, the leadership quality is misunderstood by the people. People think leadership quality means subtly dominance, arrogance or class-distinction. The negative notion of leadership, as explained by various people, is developed by the experiences derived by various society structures & cultures. People think that the leaders need not to do anything and a mare order is all they have to do, while enjoying the power & position of the post. However, a true leader has plenty of responsibilities & jobs to be executed. Leaders are born, not

I always wanted to establish myself as a writer and a painter. Writing was (and perhaps..is) my passion. I always feel that writing, dancing, painting, etc. is a form of expression...of your inner feelings..your pains..your happiness. While you write,write for yourself. While you draw, draw any damn thing to make yourself happy. While you dance, release yourself and enjoy the moment. Do anything and everything you like to do,not to please others...but 'YOU'. It's been long I have not written a single word in my blog. Why?It's just because I was not in a very sane mental state for a while,and thought what will I write. However,I am back to my blog and have decided to write..as I found this space can act as the best stress-buster for me. I will write for myself. Of course, I welcome all the readers and fellow bloggers who have helped me with their valuable suggestions to comment on whatever I write and motivate me.

While smoking you intake oodles of unhygienic nicotine. But if you get a smokeless tobacco which is flavored and spit-less, and is comparatively less harmful than chewing tobacco or nicotine, you will always want to have it anyhow. Snus: Snus is actually a Swedish word used to refer the moist snuff. This snuff is primarily manufactured and consumed in the countries like Sweden and Norway. Snus is subjugated to a particular heating treatment process that stridently reduces the micro-organism content from it. Till 1981, fermentation process was not introduced to this particular product. Camel Snus: Snus is basically a smokeless and spit-less product, and therefore is liked by the young people. Unlike chewing tobacco or cigarettes, Snus affects comparatively less. The Camel Snus is manufactured in Sweden by British American Tobacco PLC. It is a smokeless and spit-less tobacco derivative, which has approx. 0.4-1.5 grams of tobacco which i